I am sitting here wondering if I will ever enjoy life again. How does one go about getting ones life back on track once you enter this dark place…[depression]
I am so desperate to feel something other than this pain. I am in physical pain from the accident, but even worse than that I am in emotional pain too. And that is the absolute worst. I don’t know what to do to make myself fell better… [despair]
I am okay for most of the day. It is now, late at night, that things get really bad. I don’t see a light at the end of this tunnel. In fact it feels more like a closed box than a tunnel. Everywhere I turn I hit a wall.
I am afraid to drive to work, but I need to work to pay the bills. I can’t work without pain [shoulder, legs, ribs, back and wrist all hurt, everyday]. I can’t live without working. I can’t deal with the pain without seeing the doctor. I can’t see the doctor without money. The money has run out so I have to work, but it hurts. One big vicious circle.
Â I need a lawyer but have no idea what I am doing nor can I afford one.Â I can’t pay the doctor how can I pay a lawyer…Â [destitution]