Category: Depression
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You, Me & Death by K Hoffman
Life what do I do When I can’t handle it? I go to a graveyard To be alone and sit Thinking yet not thinking Of death and about life Is it worth going through All this hardship and strife The day is soon coming When I will be here too Will I be like the…
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Graveyards at Night by K Hoffman
Graveyards at night. A place of solitude. A place of fright. Hidden behind a headstone Hidden from the world Just me, here alone. Alone with the people Lying here at rest. Looking at the church steeple I see the moon Looking back at me. A full moon To light my path. As I walk through…
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Love’s last sustaining breath by K Hoffman
Life’s last sustaining breath Was taken the day you left Love’s discerning grasp could not hold you But for that fleeting moment At that very moment My life let go To live alone is to die You left me there dying Unable to pick up the pieces of my heart Scattered all around me Lying…
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Freedom Cry by K Hoffman
A cry fills the night It is mine I am crying for freedom Freedom from this life But my cries fall on deaf ears And my body keeps on living Even after my soul has died
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Someone to Love by K Hoffman
How do you get someone to love you? I want to hold your hand. I want to feel your lips against mine. I want to feel your body next to mine. I love to be near you. I don’t want you to leave. When you do I feel so empty. I eagerly await the good-bye…
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You’re a Bitch by K Hoffman
You’re such a bitch. You’re such a bitch. You’re a terrible, ugly, Horrible witch. Get out of my face. Stay out of my life. I don’t want you To be my wife. I don’t want to be Seen with you any more. So leave me alone, Hurt, pacing the floor. You’re still a bitch. You’re…
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You Don’t Care by K Hoffman
You don’t care what you say Or that you’re hurting me You just say what you think That you don’t like What you see And all I’m trying to say Is let me be myself Don’t hide me away or Make me sit on a shelf You say I’m odd or strange That I’m the…
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Silent Scream by K Hoffman
Someone is screaming in pain Someone is crying for help Someone’s cry is in vain Someone’s pain is unseen It’s a silent kind of cry And a tear you cannot see Someone has that look in their eye Someone has pain in their heart It is a pain that won’t leave A pain that just…
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Happy Mother’s Day
A mother’s kiss can make an owie go away. A mother’s homemade soup can cure the flu. A mother’s hug can make all the cares in the world disappear. I miss that.
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I Don’t Like This Feeling
I don’t like this feeling. I don’t like feeling. I feel strange. I can feel everything happening in my body. I feel weak. Nauseous. I can fell my heart beating in my chest. I can feel every breath I take. Especially the ones I don’t take. My chest feels heavy. It is hard to breath.…
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I Don’t Want to Feel This Way
I hate this feeling. Hopeless. Helpless. I don’t want to feel this. Some think I like feeling like this. That I like the attention. Not true. There is no attention to be had. This is a very lonely process. I don’t share my feelings until it is nearly too late. I have learned a long…
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Hair Cuts
Mom has been gone for over a year now…still hard to believe she is gone. Still every time I get a hair cut and walk into the house or visit her grave, I half expect to her in a disappointed tone, “You’ve cut your hair again.” That was our normal greeting every single time I…