Category: Depression
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Friday the 13th – Bad Day for a Birthday
I haven’t had this bad of a birthday since I was 17 and my parent completely forgot that I had a birthday. Back then they were more concerned about going to California to see their “favorite” daughter that they plum forgot they even had me in March! Traumatic for a seventeen year old, but I…
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Happy New Year
Not too sure how happy this year will be but since 2008 ended so badly 2009 should be better. I hope. Here’s wishing everyone else a great new year. I am sitting here watching Bugs Bunny and trying to remember better times. So far I got to see some of my favorites like the little…
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Valuable Lesson Learned
No one really wants to know what you are feeling or thinking. They only want good news and good reports. So even if you are only telling the truth or say how you are feeling at the time don’t do it. Stop and think before you say or do anything. Who cares if you are…
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Traumatized By Accident Today
This morning I witnessed an accident. Heck I was almost in the accident. This guy was flying up beside me on the left (I was in the middle lane) and the traffic was heavy up ahead due to road construction. Well he wasn’t going to wait. He zipped around behind me to make a right…
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Boy Did I Call That One
As I said on the fourth I spent not only the day in bed but just about the entire weekend. If it weren’t for my friend pulling me out of thehouse on Saturday I would have spent the entire weekend in bed. Saturday we went to the Tiki Bar with my friend and her husband. We…
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Sick Holiday
Well July 4th is here and while it is very nice to have a long weekend it isn’t doing me any good. I am both physically sick and emotionally drained. I won’t be doing the picnic with the family (might not be so bad since it looks like rain any way). Â I probably would feel…
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The Scream Continues…
Today sucked. This week sucked. I suck. My week started out horribly. It never had anything even close to a good point at any point. Then it ended just a horribly. To be honest I have to wonder why I am still here on this planet. Not feeling well I went in to drink some…
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All I Can Say Is
AAAAARRRRRGGGGG!!! Â Today has been one hell of a week.
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Surpisingly Good Morning After A Hellish Day
As you can see I am up and posting this morning. This is a good thing trust me. In the past when I would get as upset as I did yesterday I would not have felt like doing anything for days. I would have spiraled down into a pit of depression so deep I would…
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The Suckiest Day That Ever Sucked or Darned Close to the Suckiest Day
I had the world’s worst day at work. I haven’t felt this bad in a very, very long time. Perhaps it is simply the compounded issues of my emotional and physical state since the accident along with the long held in stress from everything at work. I just want to scream but all I do…
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The Terrible Cost of Just Going to Work
While I am bitching about gas prices I might as well keep going. I am really starting to wonder how I am even going to be able to keep my job with the rising prices of gas. I travel sixty plus miles each way to work. Money-wise that works out to $20 bucks a day…
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Liz Martelli You Will Be Missed
Two days ago a young girl in our neighborhood died in a car accident. She was only 24. Only a few years older than my niece. While I may not have personally known her I do remember hearing about her from my friend who was her art teacher in middle school and about how talented…