Tag: Depression
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I Don’t Want to Feel This Way
I hate this feeling. Hopeless. Helpless. I don’t want to feel this. Some think I like feeling like this. That I like the attention. Not true. There is no attention to be had. This is a very lonely process. I don’t share my feelings until it is nearly too late. I have learned a long…
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Friday the 13th – Bad Day for a Birthday
I haven’t had this bad of a birthday since I was 17 and my parent completely forgot that I had a birthday. Back then they were more concerned about going to California to see their “favorite” daughter that they plum forgot they even had me in March! Traumatic for a seventeen year old, but I…
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Tomorrow Will Be One Month
It has been a month since Mom’s funeral. It is kind of hard to believe it has been that long already. I know it will take time. I don’t know how I did it, but I got back to work the following week. Tried to keep myself busy. Tried to be there for Dad and…
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The Scream Continues…
Today sucked. This week sucked. I suck. My week started out horribly. It never had anything even close to a good point at any point. Then it ended just a horribly. To be honest I have to wonder why I am still here on this planet. Not feeling well I went in to drink some…